Love never fails

He never ceases to make me smile

April 18th 2012 at 07:26PM | 7 notes

Oh how I love him

May 21st 2012 at 04:38PM | 1 note

Ohhh how I love him

June 8th 2012 at 10:52AM | 20 notes

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July 20th 2012 at 11:11AM | 10 notes

Tonight we built a blanket fort. Probably one of the most fun things I think I have ever done. Hahaha it was on our summer bucket list and we felt like little kids building it. We spent all night in it and watched the closing Olympics ceremony and just had the time of our lives. Its little moments like these that make me fall in love with him over and over again. Every day I’m reminded why I fell in love with him and why he is my best friend. I mean c’mon… He builds blanket forts with me…. I’m pretty sure he’s a keeper!

August 13th 2012 at 01:11AM | 2 notes

Every night I am continuously reminded of why I fell in love with him. He has become my other half. Others question why we are so serious because we are just seniors in high school and we have the rest of our lives to find our other half, but what others don’t see is how he makes me feel. How I feel so safe when I’m scared out of my mind. How he takes my mind off of pain, how he makes me laugh when I just want to break down and cry, how he holds me through my hard times and I just want to give up. No one will ever be able to describe how I feel for Kenton because I can’t even describe it! We are just in high school and we can’t predict the future to know if we are meant to be, but for right now I wouldn’t want it any other way. I am so incredibly happy and so in love with this man, so why change it for no reason? You’re right, we are in high school, but who is to say we aren’t meant to be. My parents were high school sweethearts and are the most in love couple I know. If its meant to be it’ll be, but all I know is that I would bend over backwards for this boy. I love you so much Kenton, for infinity and beyond!

August 15th 2012 at 01:19AM | 4 notes

The love I have for him is unbelievable. I never thought I could feel this way! These past two days I have had so many moments where I just love him more than ever! I never loved him any less I just never thought it was possible to love him more! Anyone who knows me would know that I HATE roller coasters but I promised Kenton that we would go to Kings Island… you know.. an amusement park. Now since I hate them, I had not been on a roller coaster in forever. forever as in since I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia…We started off by going on a small one (according to him but to me it was huge!) and by the end of that ride I was in so much pain it wasn’t even funny. It shook me around and gave me the worst headache ever and put me in a state of pain where I didnt think I would be able to move. I was trying so hard not to show it because I really didnt want to ruin his night but as soon as he looked me into the eyes he knew I was hurting so he took my hand and said “cmon lets go get something to eat and sit down for a little and we dont have to ride anymore big rides!” Hes a teenage boy who loves KI. He shouldnt have to be held back by someone who physically can’t ride roller coasters, but he did. When I first met him, I wasn’t quite sure how he would take the whole fibromyalgia thing. People don’t understand, hey even sometimes I dont understand! how in the world would someone I just met take the concept in? I figured as soon as he found out he would run but instead he took it as a challenge to make me feel as good as possible. I remember the first time I took all my medicine in front of him and I was so embarassed because I didnt want to be “abnormal” and he smiled at me and said, “you took those like a champ” and from that day I knew it’d be different. Through this journey he has helped me through thick and thin. Sometimes I just don’t understand why he sticks around when he doesnt have to. There are so many things I hold us back from and it doesnt even phase him. The other night we were having a perfect night then all of a sudden I got hit with a burst of pain and just broke down and started crying. I told him how I just wish I could be a normal girlfriend for him and not have to worry about being in pain and how I wish he didnt have to worry about me. He gently wiped my tears, kissed my forehead and replied with “Caitlin I wouldn’t want you any other way. You are perfect just the way you are. You are the strongest person I know because of this and I love that about you. You are my little fighter and I never want to hear you say that because it makes you who you are and thats the Caitlin I fell in love with.” I hate that I can’t ride roller coasters with him or go to concerts without being in pain or have to worry about how something is going to affect me but he deals with it so well. I dont even have to tell him when Im in pain, he just has to look into my eyes and he can tell.
His love and compassion for me is something I will cherish forever. It’s the little things he does and the little actions that let me know how he feels. Its how he interlocks our pinkies in church, its how he gives me massages when I have a headache without me even telling him, its how he always reminds me that I’m beautiful because he knows I dont always see myself that way, its how he would drop anything to see me, its the way he pulls me in and hugs me tighter than i hugged him, its the way he looks at me. My love for Kenton is beyond what I ever imagined it would be. He is my best friend, my rock. Sure we have our little bickering moments, but a relationship without them isn’t healthy and it only makes us stronger.
Yesterday I didnt love him any less but today I love him even more and I honestly didn’t think that was possible. I don’t know what I did in life to deserve him in it but I am so glad he is. I cant imagine life without him and I dont even want to. we are young and we have so much time ahead of us but he is something special and once you have ahold of someone like that, you should never let them go.
I love you so much Kenton, for infinty and beyond <3

August 19th 2012 at 01:37AM | 2 notes

The other day Kenton looked at me and said” we need a fancy day!” and I responded with “a fancy day? What’s a fancy day” and he said ” ya know! A fancy day! Where we get fancy and I take you out to eat!” so sure enough, we got fancy and he took me to cheesecake just because! I love him more and more every day. He really is amazing, especially on fancy days :)

August 27th 2012 at 12:14AM | 5 notes

As I was driving home from school today I got a call from Kenton. As I picked up, before I could even say hiyaa toots! I hear, “CAITLIN GUESS WHAT!” And before I even said what… he went on to tell me that he is working an extra shift and valentines night. When I asked why this was so important he said, “So what I’m saying is that I am going to be rich!” I responded with, “Now why do you need to be rich!?” And he said “Now I can take you out to a really nice dinner on Friday for Valentines day!”
Kenton takes me out to dinner a lot. More than a normal teenager would take his girlfriend out and I am not talking chipotle… I’m saying cheesecake factory and Stonecreek. We like to call them “fancy days” where we get dressed up and go out to eat. So when he told me he wanted to take me out to eat somewhere nice it didn’t come as a shock to me. I don’t need to be showered in material items and fancy dinners but what I love most about our “fancy days” and him getting excited over having money to take me out to dinner is the fact that he wants to spend his time with me. He wants to take me out and treat me. Like I said, I don’t need to be treated to fancy things but the fact that he is so insistent makes me so happy. I am so happy knowing that someone would work their ass off at work just so they could take me out to dinner one night.

This week was a rough week. I had bronchitis, my school is threatening me with not graduating and I found out my grandma has lung cancer. My grandma is my rock. She is my inspiration and if I can grow up to be half the woman she is, I will be happy. She has been battling cancer for a while now and she went in for an appointment and found out that it has moved to her lungs. I’ve been trying to hold it all together because I know she wouldn’t want me to be upset about it. She would tell me to just put it in God’s hands and everything ill work out. Tonight, Kenton and I were laying on the couch and I told him something my Grandma said about him and as I started talking I could hear my voice start to shake. I really don’t like getting upset when I am with Kenton because I want the time we have together to be happy. I guess he could hear my voice shaking as well because he just grabbed me and hugged me so tight. Tears started to slowly roll down my face and I got up fast enough to make sure he wouldn’t see them. I ran to the bathroom and fixed myself up and came back to the couch with a smile on my face as if nothing were wrong. He just looked at me, smiled and pulled me back into that tight hug and said, “Caitlin you need to just let it out. Cry all you need to, that’s what I’m here for.” I lost it and began to sob because not only is he so amazing but what he doesn’t know is that he reminds me so much of my grandma in so many little ways. I got up and went to the bathroom once again to get a tissue. Once I got in there I lost it again and just wanted to collapse on the floor in tears. He came in, wiped my tears and told me that everything was going to be okay and reassured me that he will always be here for me. He hugged me and told me how beautiful I was. When I thanked him he responded with, “You know I would do anything for you.”
I can’t even begin to explain how much he really means to me. The little things like tonight are what mean the most. I love him so much and I am so blessed to have him in my life. Its nights like tonight that make me realize how grateful for him I am and how lucky I am to have found him. I wish there was a way I could thank him for everything he has done for me. Well sorry for this long sappy personal post tonight but I couldn’t not post it because well.. it was a happy moment and I want to treasure all the happy moments I get.

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